Change my lifestyle.

OMG, it's a new month again! sigh, so fast the time past!
gonna be very busy with my new part time job in JUSTLIFE, as im still studying now.
i'm seriously lack of cash nowadays,wtf, going to broke, broke, broke!

hmm..talk about where I work recently..
What comes to your mind when u hear Organics?
for me...it used to be only selling organic vegetables, fruits, noodles and rice everywhere..
But......when I reached there....my fav-cola was organic one! Organic lipstick, lipblam, lipgloss, sanitary pads and so on. All shopping convinience for quality organic living! Excitinggggggggggggggggg//
During work time, I was so surprised that JustLife do provide foods for workers for free!
I know it's a very hard time for me, because the foods were all ORGANIC! I was a totally meat eater/lover!!! But I appreciate it, they are trying to lead us to a healthy lifestyle, it's free and surprisingly, it taste good!!
I, as the part time cashier, I realised that most of Malaysian don't bring grocery bags! It might a problem for me to face them and explain to them why we don't provide plastic bags. We are trying to correct them and create awareness of sustainable lifestyle.
However, some of them do inspired by us, and others don't. I don't have any idea why they just couldn't accept these..It's not that hard to change..!! They always prefer convinience all the way, including myself. I think I should change this, bring grocery bags to anywhere whenever it's needed, and make it a habit. It's just some lil things u can do to save the Earth.


to my sis, who was busy with books preparing for the pmr until yesterday late night, and today is the pmr day! Wish her all the best.

n-o-t-y-e-t-a-p-a-g-e

i really fell in love with heavy metal music nowadays..or I...usually and always like it..?

a post with a very long but short-cut story about the few weekends.
exam is over!!.. wohooo
oh yeah, I had an interview for school's Interact Club! Guess what, I did singing during the interview, damn nervous, my sis, Yen Loo dance and I sing, I finally did it at last, but unsatisfied cos I didn't sing the song that I prepared.. 'How Do I- Leanne Rimes'', it's the chorus part, I still love it until now even it's a long long ago song.
and Today I got a good news from Hermes, i'm an interactor now!.. I was like ''are u serious..???'' anyway I'm glad that I passed h-a-p-p-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y
I wish to do something meaningful for my life, gain some unforgettable experience and memories! Nothing's gonna stop me..!
(come on, i'm sixteen now, not a lil girl, not yet a woman too)

sometimes I wonder where do you, the 'someone' put your heart, don't u think that's over and it's hurt?
so sorry, i'm a very sensitive and impulsive person, I could start some drama and be very crazy if u mess with me!
please don't act like you are the princess who posses everything.
I'll forgive you probably, cos u don't know how to use your brain to think what you want to say and I know you are jealousing what I have...==perasan betullllll
by the way, i'm going to plan what to do during these not-so-enjoy holidays..? Maybe Gotong Royong
in house or just hang out with friends??? sing k?? I would love to....
another news, wu-ri Dismine is coming back to KL on Sunday..! We are going to 'on FIRE', can't wait for that, hope everything will be PEACE AND LOVING.
Everything between me and you has over. I choose to be Freedom! It's time to FORMAT+RENEW.
I need something new, someone to brighten up my life, future, and Fresh Air is also needed!!!
seeing everyone with mask nowadays, my friends,please beware of being in crowded place!

enoughhh, getting sleepy now, have a nice dream...goodnight!


not-yet-a-page, bibu.

doinkkkk

windy Tuesday, chi chat with friends at class as usual, so boringgggggg until Linda gave us something.. Guess what, she made pasta for us, sweeeeeeeeeet! It's a small tupperware full of pastas, bacons (bacons, bacons, my favourite!) and hamsss !!! Karyan and me were so excited like hungry ghost! and it's so deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelicious!!! thanks, Linda!

adorable girls...

enjoying the delicious pastassssss...thanks to Linda!!

looks delicious, isn't it? yummyyyyyyyyyy

Dot.

a quick update before I sleep..
You could just ignore what I wrote..

inhalation

my cheeky youngest sister found this bag and put Babe into it!

Our Babe was so quiet inside the bag, she's an active dog!

after Shirlee's haircut and before English class begin.

cute n tidy hair she has, but she doesn't seem satisfied.

we kept on chatting and discussing about what we should wear on that day

and repeated the same topic, Casual or Formal, casual or formal again and again.

watched Transformer with mom and Yen Loo in cinema, we had a simple but fun day.

already betahan, have to go to bed now! ciao

What a F**k

I want to say it loudly, since we're being in this fake fake world.
Everything was just a great lie! All those bad asses act like nothing happened, like human-being..
I'll curse u, or cast a spell on you, so don't mess with me!
it's so unfair, I want Justice!!!

FREEDOM is needed

blog blog blog..
I don't know what to write..I'm serious..

it's been so long time I didn'nt renew my blog, sad..feel so far apart with computer and internets, I'm so outdated..sad.. I want to write about my birthday, my family and my friends, but when I know I can't do it, I couldn't sit or stand still, so pissed off! I need freedom so badly ! I need a new laptop for my own.. and once I have it, nobody's gonna lecture or yell at me..!
It was a cold and breezy Friday, during school hours, I wondered and asked Jojo why was there an adorable colourful van stopped behind us during perhimpunan and guess what,...It's Tv9!! oh~how surprise.....watching them setting up all the cameras and video, ready to record our look, moves, OMG, it's still early morning la weih..everyone was like HUH?! on their faces.. Students were sleepy..
They come to advertise a campaign about saving Orang Utan, I guess...
they keep on shouting ''Sinar Harapan, Orang Utan, mereka Harapan kami''.and no one wants to cooperate!
Our Pn.Uma..yelled at us to cooperate with them by using mic..and everyone obeys her, face the camera and shout out the words with smile, it's Natural Phenomena!!
Nobody can defeat her, she's too powerful..much more than the principal..lol..But I like her sometimes, I'm so excited when I saw students got whacked by her, I have no idea why! Maybe it's because I'm a violent girl..?
there's such a lame game in Facebook. Anyone who has Facebook feel free to buy me Yen Teng Yap in Facebook. I want to earn $$$
many old and new photos will be upload later =D

note: the view was so disgust, I could imagine that even I couldn't see that..
the place will never be a right or best place for you to do such things..
there's something reflects you, and everyone's watching, can't u see that?

Our Music Spirit.

de King of Pop & legendary, R.I.P Michael Jackson. I'm gonna miss his dance moves & his voice!
His poppin' & moonwalk was awesome.. and I love his 'Smooth Criminal' and ' Remember The Time'..they are my favourites since I was a lil gurl..

I can't believe he passed away so sudden and he actually announced his comeback with an extraordinary concert on O2 arena in London, UK.. Too bad, he couldn.t make it..

(Why not in Malaysia?? My mum told me that he had a concert in Malaysia long time ago, and once only!! )

gah!!! A major strand of our cultural DNA has left us. What a pity! but, fortunately still I have only one of his album, feel like want to collect more of his album!! ;p

note: i'm here blogging at my aunt's house now..and I do enjoy at here with my sister.

the terible weather here was quite warm, even the aircond is on~

**dear camera, I need you so badly..I think I should get a new 1..

photos will be upload soon , off to Sauna now, ciao.

Anxiousness

a quick update again..

here's the Marine Girls, SNSD (소녀시대) with the new comeback song, 2nd Mini Album - 소원을 말해봐 (Tell Me Your Wish) or (Genie)

they are still cute, but with a bit of sexy and mature now. I found their hairstyle is still so natural and their make up is heavier than before! The girls were so gorgeous..!

By the way, the mv was so cute! You guys gotta check it out!

惘,恨,伤,乐

just some simple pictures..taken during holidays..miss June holidays, I hate school!!

our legs. Love Mickey T-shirt

for some reasons, i'm going to write blog in chinese today.

If you don't like, just click X, it's very easy.

please allow me 请允许我在这个没人能够阻止我的地方来发泄我的愤怒

我知道这种事 谁也帮不了谁 该帮的都帮了 我真的打从心里感觉到 感恩和安慰

原来还是有人那么疼爱我 可以遇到疼爱自己的人真的好不容易

我一定是上辈子没烧好香,为什么让我遇见这么无敌讨人厌,比贱狗还贱的人!!

也许没经过风雨的我, 也还没踏入社会而在这里这样骂你, 是没资格, 没礼貌的行为,可是, 人的忍耐力是有限的!

听某人说过 人生必须经历 激情*背叛*原谅

唯独原谅最难

我尝试了 可是就是无法原谅你 恨一个人好累

上帝,你好不公平 我们忍受那么久了 为什么始终得不到应有的回报

他竟然是一个我最亲的人

年纪轻轻 还没达成梦想的我 真的受够了.

我会努力并且设法带她远走高飞 到一个没有你的地方 我绝不让任何人伤害她!

我一定做到 放心好了

命中注定 都是事情发生了才定论的东西

我不相信我敌不过命运 还没发生就不是命运

可是我相信 报应

你放心 报应快来了

这一世造的孽 下一世有苦让你受 还为周围的人带来不幸

积多点福吧 睡觉也能睡得安稳

外加: 曾经被许多人讨厌的臭脸, 生气了脸变黑不知觉地表露出来

加上易变红的耳朵和脸出卖了我的情绪 这些朋友都知道的

也许我的脸看起来骄傲了些 试问我又能凭什么骄傲呢?

那都是习惯了的严肃 别误会

某人生日快到咯**

i'm frustrated...take it easy??? who can ease us?

to be continued.........stay tuned.

busyyyyyy

This photo was taken by YL in the gym room, I know i'm fugly, but I simply like it now.hahaha

call me busy bIbu.

just a quick update before sleep.

hell busy and I can't online, I have no time to update my blog!

hate this kind of life! I need a laptop..! serious :( i have to be patient!

probably, I will seldom online, but few photos taken during holidays will be upload a.s.a.p!!

2 days more, June holidays are going to end! Does everyone get ready for school reopen?? Guess no, everyone will stuck in holidays!! Bring holidays mood to school. Lazy buggggggggsssssss , i'm one of the lazy bugssss too, hiak hiak ;p

but the holidays were great, yaaaaaayyyy love it :)

Shirlee and me planned to sing karaoke on Monday , karaoke is our favourite! yaaaaayyy:) so we went to M mall for karaoke right after the Science tuition class. We have only 2 hrs , we sing as fast as we can ):

happy hours ended very fast, we have to rush back to tuition centre!!! Shirlee prefer running..!!!

I was like..fine! Well,..just run!! We run like crazy,like nobody's watching, no more image## :)

YL, me, XING, as well as the LOVE BIRDS--FQ & YK, we hang out together to do some shopping, that day was fun!! I love FQ's lame jokes, do you agree with me?hahahahaha

I bought a bag and a west from radioactive, it cost cheap!

note: someone spell my name wrongly today,hiak hiak ;p

I know there's no one enjoy reading my blog, but photos will be upload very very soon. haha

I.L.O.V.E.W.O.L.F, 你好“脚滑”~

**Everyone has weakness, don't blame anyone ):

gotta run to take bath now, ciao.

Holidays ;p

Shirlee & me

taken by Shirlee. barbeque day with friends.

besides of having a barbeque party, it was also a party for XING to celebrate his birthday,

we planned a surprise for the birthday boy, glad that he like it. i would like to plan another barbeque party next time! love baconsss ;p

the next day, it was a Great shopping day with my sister,Elaine, i bought a blue polka dots pyjamas from FOS, cheap and nice! and the Mickey mouse earfree! but it still couldn't fullfill my desire..;p

because there are so many beautiful dresses are waiting for me!! (don't worry, i'm coming next week to bring you back ok\\)

bad news* the earfree spoiled in the next day, the dog in my hse, Baby's ''masterpice'' !!

i was so upset at the moment, and don't know how should I do, just,mumbling... @@ can't do anything with the Baby when she keep doing her innocent, cute face!

i'm in love with dress nowadays! beautiful,simple,polite,summer dress,1 piece gaodim and hang out with chicks!!

in padini authentic with sister.

*i'm glad to have you by my side.. (B L Y L)

xoxo;

Bored.

An old photo of mine.

Beach Couple**

Demelza Reveley, winner of Australia's Next Top Model poses getting all wrapped up to be in the window at the The Ferrero Wrapping Store.

outdate me, aiksss.. because I seldom online..

I promise to myself I will catch up k..

waiting for my sister to get Gossip Girls drama from her friend

I am so lazy to watch it in youtube.. and I skipped my tuition class for couple of reasons today..(what a lazy bug! you've promised someone to put more effort on studies, don't you forget?!)

no, how could I forget.?. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee

cancelled the shopping plan, my sisters have their own plan, only me and my mum stay at home for the whole day, I was bored like sh*t...

so i watched channel V Australia's Next Top Model with my mum, Demelza was the first girl that make me can't keep my eyes of her, she's beautiful, looks unique, such a great model.. and such a nice name she had.

and I found out it was 2008 's Australia's Next Top Model, ...haih, outdate me, it's time to update myself!

Support Demelza Reveley.!!

hey you, stop your insane!:)

more photo will be upload soon; chill, people..I'm a crazy bitch.:)

beyond love

au-delà de l'amour

bonjour, back again to blog..just a quick update
blank, I have nothing to write..
planned to shopping with my sisters and mum tomorrow
need to buy eyeliner, dress, and I want to collect sunglasses!!!
more, more, more, and more..


I suffered from insomnia yesterday.
what's wrong with me..?
guilty? regret? guess so, but it's too late.. I think.

**trust me, what I said was completely untrue, sorry if I really hurt u.

going to tuition at 4.30p.m later

i guess i need changes =.=
call me crazy ;p ciao

The worst Saturday ever.

like the way she wear, Fann Wang.

Just finished 2hrs++ happy conversation with XING. Thanks for accompany me & chat with me.

Anti-group is going to establish by me & XING. lol

Unforgettable day. hope that I won't regret for this decision.

I know I might be a lil bit cruel, but you've made me mad, 정말미안해요! Don't forget what you've done!. I need a truth, an explaination, not sh** LMAO.

No more wasting my time & energy. It's time to adapt new life, be a mature girl.

that's all it ends today, moody day.

photos will be up soon :) ciao~

아직도 당신을 사랑

하지만 당신은 저리 밀어
나를 다치게

moment idéal

Can you see CL's sunglasses?

Super in love with the black one!

Such a nice & meaningful movie! Love it!

My lil cousin brother, Gabriel. Jie jie miss you so muchhh

You've grown up.! How are you in UK?

I'm Etude House's fans now. It's me holding the mineral BB cream

The crazy Yen Loo.

Friendster is so boringgggggggg.... Going to quit.

A quick update again. It's 11.28 p.m now. It's still early, but I'm freaking tired now!

Maybe it's because of study at late night nowadays, these days already last for almost 2 weeks.!

Seems like I always update my blog lately, that's very tired.. No choice, I'm under my sister's control.. I don't like to control by someone.

Jobless, suddenly....

Wish to have a camera with me now, but something wrong with the camera..

I want to shop!!@@ Someone had promised me to accompany me to shop during holidays.

Hahaha guess who's that..

Sej, sivik, seni..all these useless subject...hate them. Fortunately, the exam is going to end!

Auntie Emily, Uncle Daren and my dear Gabby.. I miss you guys..

I'm waiting for you guys to come back.

I don't want a boyfriend, I need a real man.

I don't need a luxurious life. I want a meaningful life.

Rrrr

Me & Daphne at Sura

b Ballet Ballet Ballet.

I'm so envious of the Ballerina. They are so wonderful while dancing, awh~

Single life was awesome, lurve it! I hope I can grow up faster.!

A lil bit headache.

Waiting for my mum & having a late dinner infront of my Dear computer now..

dear ***** , are you alright now?